hello.
Lily is here again.
It's raining heavily right now.
I hope that my parents will get back home safe.
I have a mixed feeling.
I feel sad to leave home.
I feel scared to face the unknown challenges and uncertainties.
and yet.
I can't wait to start my year 3 life
Deep down,i know that it's going to be an extraordinary and interesting life ahead of me.
I am not sure i am brave enough to solve all the upcoming problems myself.
usually i will get panicked and impatience when dealing with problems.
and i feel timid to speak up.
I am shy to mingle around because i think that my English communication skill is terrible.
I care too much about what others think of me.
I am a perfectionist . I like things to go according to my plan.
I like to plan my life.
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Words to myself
Remember, i will still be back to Malaysia after 9 months.
time passes very fast.in a blink of eye.i just leave Malaysia for 9 months,i still have to stay in this country until the day i gone.9 months mean nothing in my life.short enough to grow old.long enough to explore new things.
Challenges force me to grow up.I am still in the process of growing up.turning into a matured lady.
Just like what dad said "problems can be solved eventually.just be patient and calm."
Just like what mum said "go and explore the outside world while you are still young."
Expect to myself
I hope that i can become more matured and act like my age.
I hope that i can become independent and more open.
I hope that i can improve my socialize and communications skill.become more extrovert and active.
I hope that i can explore Europe.
I hope that i can become positive.
I hope that i can gain knowledge.
Why i wanted to go UK so badly are because of
i am not satisfied with the current teaching system in Malaysia. I wanted to be exposed to UK teaching system and UK offered better choice of optional modules.
to explore Europe.vacation to Europe country !
this is going to be my last chance to go overseas study.i wanted to go overseas study so badly.i just wanna have my dream comes true.
i know that this is a golden opportunity.if i missed it, i will sure regret.
i wanna make my life colourful.
In short, please be brave,calm and patient when you encounter problems and challenges.
Please be active,and try to approach others first.socialize plays an important role.dare to speak up.don't be afraid of making mistakes.
good luck to me.Lily
POSTED BY ♥ lily ♥ ON Thursday, September 13, 2012 @ 8:22 AM
